Street Scientist \/

Goodbye.

Anonymous asked: yeah.. so now you know why i think you don't want to know who am i... and its not the stupidest line, it's the fact. so yeah.

Lol! Hey! How about a simple text? Or a fb message or some other way of communication? That’ll help you!

Anonymous asked: i ever did confess to you but it didnt work out well so i rather stay as anon.:)

Aatiqah?

Anonymous asked: I don't think you wanna know who am i... i'm not who you think it is.. i just miss you:)

I think what you thought is the most stupidest line i have ever read in my entire 2 decades of life on this wonderously dying planet. Tell me friend, how curious would it be for a human being to know something, but not know it? What is it that is stopping you from just introducing yourself?

Anonymous asked: I miss you...

State your name, rank and location

I don’t see the point of trying anymore. Why should i continue when everything’s so shit-fucked. Almost every single thing is against me. Studies, dance, work, friends, family, school hours, life & time. The most fucked up thing, no one cares. I’m really confused, stressed and sick.
Yes i may have suicidal thoughts. But its not my life-forté to take a life. Even if its mine, it belongs to God. I’m starting to wonder, if i leave, would anyone even know what has upset me so much? That why am i constantly bleeding from my nose? That i have this condition? Lots of question in my mind. Yes. Im overstressed about these questions, exams, family and my financial difficulties. I won’t say i hate my life cause i don’t. Im just saying that probably, im just unlucky. Probably i depend on myself too much. Thats the point. I don’t want to trouble anyone. Especially the one’s i love so dearly. Why? So they can have one lesser soul to think about.
These condition might take my soul, it wont kill my spirit. I won’t give up what my Mom, Dad and God has given me so easily. Life. To strive, survive and fight the way through till the very end.
It sucks being me cause i have never ever accomplish what i want. Never have i brought pride and joy to anyone’s life. Even my parents. But i don’t care. Probably im just a mistake.
When the time comes, i just wish, if ever, i had brought joy and pride to anyone’s life. Doesn’t matter. As long as i know i have accomplished something good.
I am just sick of trying so hard to be what im not. A normal guy. My estimated time is drawing nearer and time doesn’t wait. I know i’ll leave Planet Earth, judging by the stress, thoughts and my fucking insomniac problems. Way too much for me to think about which means more stress which means more nosebleeds and migraines. Which we all know kills me as told by Dr. Gary Low.
Mom & Dad i love you. David, see you on the other side. Myat Mon, by any chance you are reading this, probably you’ll be crying and shit. Don’t. All i have done to you is cause trouble, make things difficult, make you feel guilty, and always just annoying you. I know i don’t deserve to be with you because you really are special and really deserve someone better. Trust me.
Time for me to close my heart and eyes towards everything. ✌
“Out of the ground were you taken: for dust you are, and unto dust shall you return.” - Genesis 3:19 
Amen.

Anonymous asked: Hey Fahmi:) Love your hair in that pic below! Haha.

Thanks! :D